Mini letters of honesty from me to God.
(And other randomness too)
Okay, that was pretty terrible.
But truth be told after getting further in the book The Naked Gospel and reading about how we don’t have to be guilty as Christians I felt great for like three days. Except that’s when I noticed I went on a rampage of stealing food and becoming a couch potato.
Not the worst thing in the world but it didn’t really inspire me to ‘get closer to God’ or anything.
God might give it to you.
Emotionally, today was one of the worst days I’ve had in a while. Spiritually it was simply awesome. Even while I’m angry at you my prayers are answered. I don’t understand but I’m thankful.
I thought I saw you yesterday. It was good. Then last night you left. Perhaps to make him happy. Perhaps to let me think. I hate thinking. I hate thinking that he’s happy without me. Isn’t that horrible? I feel like a horrible person.