Mini letters of honesty from me to God.
(And other randomness too)
1 Peter 1:8-9 (via heartbeatofatwentysomething)
Wow. So the end result of my faith is not going to heaven. It’s not being the best version of me. It’s not being wealthy in any sense of the word. It’s simply and gloriously salvation. :)
So I have this big problem of always thinking everything’s either everyone else’s fault or only all my fault.
And that’s not really good when it comes to having a job because right now I’m very judgmental towards my coworkers and feeling like an absolute idiot every time I make one little mistake.
For example, apparently I’ve been calling the fax line to get my schedules and my boss was really frustrated because of the beeping.
But no one told me this in six months if working there and it’s the number on all of the websites/phone books so I’m super confused…
I’m pretty much ready to quit. (Not just because of this incident). But that sucks because I hate quitting and I don’t see the purpose of this job; especially when it seemed so “ordained by God” at first and now it seems like a waste except the money and experience I earned.